To Heck With the Market – I Crashed Today

I’ve been a little stressed since last night. I’ve been focusing on finances like a madwoman, the girls are back in their bedroom and we have a new nighttime routine that actually seems to keep them in bed and falling asleep in record time, and I’m trying to do my regular writing gig while taking on more in order to build my portfolio of work and diversify my income.

I woke up this morning absolutely. positively. done with everything.

I just could not care less.

Other than the one chuckle at Obama saying, “It doesn’t matter if your neighbor spend the night in his bed” while talking to the senate today…I couldn’t care less about the market, stocks, writing, blogging, or pretty much anything else.

All of a sudden, it seems, I’m just wiped out.

I’m tired, I’m cranky, I have to post a contest and get ready to take my girls downtown for the Gap Casting Call on Friday.

Seriously, it kind of feels like I either just got hit by a train, or I’m about to get hit by a train and I’m not sure if I care.

In other, happier news Sadie starts going to dance classes this Saturday.

Randy doesn’t know yet, unless he looks over my shoulder while I write this and sees that I’ve enrolled her. We talked about it a little but I kind of just decided to do it on the spur of the moment.

I have a plan. It’s a good plan. I’m focused on the plan.

So why do I feel like a 90-year-old woman?

More importantly…where did my groove go and how do I get it back?

Comments

2 Responses to “To Heck With the Market – I Crashed Today”

  1. Willow on October 2nd, 2008 1:24 pm

    Jen — this feeling is a sure sign that you’ve been giving too much of yourself, your energy and your time and not getting enough back. I suggest some serious “me time” for you!

  2. Tiffany on October 3rd, 2008 11:49 am

    I agree will Willow. Take a min or two for yourself. You are very stress and it will affect every part or your life.

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